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Lana <\/strong>J<\/strong>ones<\/strong>, midwife, former principal dancer at the Australian Ballet<\/strong> <\/strong><\/p>\n I loved taking the audience on a journey in ballet, pushing my body to its limits. But I knew I couldn\u2019t dance for ever. After the birth of my son, I came back as a different person. Although I could add a beautiful vulnerability to my work, there was such a pull on my heart, missing out on time with him when he was little.<\/p>\n Even before finishing ballet, I knew I wanted to be a midwife and do something that wasn\u2019t about me at all. My final performance was in 2018, in Cinderella; I was happy to finish but it was a big part of me that I was leaving on that stage. Still, I was looking forward to being a full-time mum \u2013 being just Lana and trying to find who I was without that ballet identity.<\/p>\n In the months that followed, I definitely missed my community. You\u2019re just taken away from your whole network. And you have a bit of decision paralysis, because your whole life has been set out for you in dance. Within a year of retiring, I enrolled in a midwifery course at medical school. Starting university in my 30s was a whole new ball game. In my first lecture, there was everyone on their laptops and I\u2019ve got my book and pen, writing everything down, freaking out.<\/p>\n In my work now, when I see a woman who is in labour and in so much pain, looking at me with all this fear, if I can make her feel safe or even just listen to me and be present in the room, that is really great. It has been the hardest thing I\u2019ve ever done.<\/p>\n <\/span>Deborah Bull in Swan Lake at the Royal Opera House, London, in 1995.<\/span> Photograph: Tristram Kenton\/The Guardian<\/p>\n Baroness Deborah Bull, peer, former principal dancer at the Royal Ballet<\/strong><\/p>\n Ballet was a childhood dream pursued to middle age, frankly. So I found the idea of giving up very hard. I was a little bit Peter Pan-ish about it. I just thought tomorrow would never come. It is hard to imagine you are going to find something else that satisfies you in the same way. And there is a fear: if you start talking about retirement, then other people \u2013 in whose hands your career rests \u2013 might start talking about it too.<\/p>\n I had the experience of two ankle injuries at different times. The first time it happened, there was a sort of loss, a sense of \u201cwho am I if I\u2019m not dancing?\u201d But during my time as a principal dancer, I also began writing books and hosting television programmes. So when I injured my ankle for the second time, I recognised it as an opportunity to get on with some other things. That was part of me realising that maybe the career was coming to its natural end.<\/p>\n In 2018 I was selected as a life peer in the House of Lords. There is something quite similar about it to a performance. You do a lot of work outside the chamber, a lot of preparing, researching things, testing your ideas. Then, you go into the chamber and, particularly in debate, you stand and perform. There\u2019s also the sense of heritage, convention and performativity in the way people move around the chamber.<\/p>\n The bit I miss about ballet is the physical articulacy. I can\u2019t move my body in the same ways that I could, with that feeling of extreme fluency and fluidity. It\u2019s as if my body used to have 10,000 words in it, and I feel like I\u2019ve only got 1,500 now.<\/p>\n <\/span>Sarah Doln\u00edk performing with the Czech National Ballet.<\/span> Photograph: Youn Sik Kim\/Czech National Ballet<\/p>\n Sarah Doln\u00edk,<\/strong> social worker, former dancer (as<\/strong> Sarah Schaefer) at the Czech National Ballet<\/strong><\/p>\n The first time I considered retirement was during the 2020 Covid lockdown. It made me realise how risky this profession is. When the government closed the theatres, it made me feel very replaceable. I started studying social work and social pedagogics at an online university. I wanted to learn something a bit more stable.<\/p>\n While studying, I kept dancing for three and a half more years. That was a little exhausting. It\u2019s nothing I would have said in front of ballet masters or my director. It was very secret. I think most artists believe you cannot have two passions at the same time.<\/p>\n The last three months of my ballet career were crazy. I had to write my bachelor\u2019s thesis while still performing in Swan Lake. So I would have a show, write my thesis in my breaks, and then perform again in the evening. The more mature I got as a dancer, the more I had a different perspective on things. Especially health. I had never really been healthy during my ballet career. Very slim, very stressed.<\/p>\n So I decided to quit ballet before 30, that was my cut-off point. I wanted a family and a new career. I left aged 27. The day after my last show, I cut all my hair off. It\u2019s just something that I couldn\u2019t do before. Ballet puts a lot of pressure on your body image. As a dancer, you\u2019re very aware of what you\u2019re eating, you\u2019re training all day. Your value is what your body looks like or how you perform. Being pregnant was the first time I could accept my body looking a little different.<\/p>\n I wrote my CV, looked at it and thought: What should I put here? Nobody is going to care if I danced as a fairy in Sleeping Beauty! Now I\u2019m a kindergarten teacher and focus on aspects of social work like prevention and safeguarding. In a ballet company, the dancer\u2019s opinion is not important. But now, I really enjoy being part of the conversation of how decisions are made.<\/p>\n <\/span>Federico Bonelli in The Winter\u2019s Tale at the Royal Opera House.<\/span> Photograph: Tristram Kenton\/Royal Opera House<\/p>\n Federico Bonelli, artistic director of Northern Ballet, former principal dancer at the Royal Ballet<\/strong><\/p>\n When I was 14, I went to a vocational ballet school. At 18, I joined Zurich Ballet \u2013 I had a salary and was living by myself in a foreign country. It was cool. I was there for three years, and then I moved to the Dutch National Ballet. And then in 2003, I joined the Royal Ballet in London.<\/p>\n I danced 19 seasons there. Even now, it\u2019s my artistic home. That\u2019s where I grew and matured the most as a dancer. I started considering retirement in my mid-30s. I knew I wanted to stay in the performing arts, so it was a question of how I want to stay. I was 43 when I stopped dancing. Lots of people stop a bit earlier, some go on much longer. But I was very grateful for my career. I stopped because I had applied to be artistic director at Northern Ballet, and I got the job.<\/p>\n People don\u2019t really step away from dancing to something else in the ballet world without some sort of preparation. And I did all I could. The charity Dancers Career Development gave me some grants for independent study. It led to a Clore fellowship, about a year of studying.<\/p>\n Being a performer wasn\u2019t the only thing that I loved. I really love the theatre environment, creating the conditions for people to give their best, to express their talent, the creativity involved in making new shows. When I came to Northern Ballet, it was very much part of my pitch to bring a diversity of voices on stage. I\u2019m a real believer in the power of ballet to change lives \u2013 including people that maybe don\u2019t think ballet is for them.<\/p>\n <\/span>Maria Seletskaja performing at a ballet gala in 2010.<\/span> Photograph: Harri Rospu\/Estonian National Opera<\/p>\n Maria Seletskaja<\/strong>, <\/strong>conductor<\/strong>, former principal at the <\/strong>Estonian National Ballet<\/strong><\/p>\n When I joined the Estonian Ballet, someone from the orchestra of the National Opera suggested I consider becoming a ballet conductor. I said, \u201cAbsolutely not.\u201d The conductor was like a god. He\u2019s so far up. You don\u2019t object, you don\u2019t speak. You only say, \u201cYes, maestro,\u201d and dance to the music.<\/p>\n When I moved to the Berlin State Opera, the main ballet studio was next to the orchestra studio. Whenever I had a spare moment, I would peek in. The music would just draw me in.<\/p>\n Conducting seemed like a possibility, but still a reckless thought. No one really became a conductor with the background of dancing. And I needed to support myself \u2013 I couldn\u2019t just leave and go to a music academy. When Covid hit I suddenly had time on my hands, and enrolled in a professional conducting programme.<\/p>\n As a conductor, I know what dancers need: it\u2019s about microseconds. Everything is really calculated. If the tempo is slightly too fast or slow, gravity begins to work against the dancer. So I try to accommodate them while my musicians also have certain technical needs. It\u2019s about balancing them all.<\/p>\n I firmly believe that every dancer who has managed at least five years in a company will excel in any profession. Why? Because we are taught to obey without doubt, accept critique. We work like crazy. We are trained to cut everything unnecessary and just focus, and maintain that for years. So if any dancer finds their second calling, there is no doubt they will excel at it.<\/p>\n <\/span>\u2018Dancers are like sponges\u2019 \u2026 Kay Tien.<\/span> Photograph: Armando Rafael<\/p>\n Kay Tien<\/strong>, former dancer, founder of career consultancy <\/strong>Pivot Pointe<\/strong><\/p>\n My dancing career ended before it even began. I got injured with achilles tendinitis in my final year of training \u2013 which you never think is going to happen to you. I still landed a contract with the Bavarian State Ballet but turned it down. I was just quite unhappy: an injury changes you. You feel you\u2019re at this peak and then it just declines. Two weeks after I graduated, I started working at a design agency in Munich. I just took that ballet fire and directed it elsewhere. I progressed into PR and then built a marketing and strategy career.<\/p>\n There\u2019s a quote you often hear, from Martha Graham: \u201cA dancer dies twice.\u201d There is some sort of a death in retiring because it\u2019s a parting with that identity. But I see it more like a rebirth. I really wanted to make career transition more fun, more of an exploration for that individual. So I founded my consultancy, Pivot Pointe, which runs a career transition programme for dancers.<\/p>\n There are many reasons a dancer might retire. There\u2019s age, injury or deselection, where your contract doesn\u2019t get renewed. A new director might come in with a vision that doesn\u2019t necessarily match what you present to the company. And, of course, there\u2019s free choice.<\/p>\n Historically speaking, retirement is like a dark cloud. It triggers a lot of fear. For one, you\u2019re heavily indexed in one area. When dancers retire, it\u2019s typically in their late 20s or early 30s. Others have already gone to university or may have gone from their entry level to a more senior position. So you are playing some sort of catch up with others.<\/p>\n There\u2019s an identity issue as well. Because your body is your instrument, you really have to live and breathe your craft. And when you leave that structure, that tribe, all the people who went to school with you, danced with you, understand you \u2013 that can make you very vulnerable.<\/p>\n When I\u2019ve spoken to employers and hiring managers, they see dancers as a huge asset: their work ethic, discipline, punctuality and teamwork. Dancers are like sponges: they absorb everything they see, they are fast learners. 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\u2018The day after my last show, I cut my hair off\u2019<\/strong><\/h2>\n
\u2018I knew I wanted to stay in the performing arts\u2019<\/strong><\/h2>\n
\u2018Conducting seemed like a reckless thought\u2019<\/strong><\/h2>\n
\u2018A dancer dies twice? I see it more as a rebirth\u2019<\/strong><\/h2>\n