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F<\/span>our years ago, Tyler Perry\u2019s stepfather offered him a job in the office of\u00a0his dog-training company in Portsmouth, Rhode Island. Perry had little else to fill his time: he was 29 and living in his mother\u2019s basement, uncertain what he should do with the rest of his life.<\/p>\n In 2017, he had left Berklee College of Music, where he had ostensibly studied songwriting, but largely smoked weed and skipped class. The\u00a0songs he wrote then were introspective and folk-driven, in the lineage of Nick Drake and Elliott Smith \u2013 artists he had been drawn to in his senior year of high school, who had spoken to him just as depression had first set in. \u201cI was depressed for, like, 10 years,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n In idle moments in the office, he would scour Craigslist, imagining a different life in New York or Nashville or LA. One day, on a whim, he applied for a recruitment job at a commercial real estate company in Los Angeles. He lied about his experience, and the fact he didn\u2019t have a degree. \u201cI just wrote a really good email,\u201d he says. \u201cAnd 20 minutes later they called me. I went through two interviews in a day, and then they said: \u2018Can you be here in two weeks?\u2019\u201d Perry had never been to Los Angeles. That evening, he talked it over with his family and friends. \u201cAnd my mom said: \u2018What do you have to lose? A few thousand dollars? You can always come back.\u2019 So I moved to Venice Beach, California.\u201d<\/p>\n In a clip of Perry that began to circulate online last autumn, the singer was filmed at Eagle Rock bar The Fable performing Help Me Out \u2013 a song that longs for self-acceptance the way one might yearn for a lover. He moves around the stage with a sensuous majesty, a large man in triple denim, flicking his hair, courting the mic stand, his voice moving effortlessly from earth-deep to celestial. There is something of Elvis and Roy Orbison and Harry Nilsson; the kind of easy, confident performance that feels like alchemy.<\/p>\n In person, Perry is a faintly beatific presence, sitting in a Brighton cafe in the gap between shows at the city\u2019s Great Escape festival. He speaks gently, his conversation ranging from the suburbs of Rhode Island to the free\u00a0kombucha at WeWork via countercultural philosopher Alan Watts\u2019s thoughts on ego. What quickly becomes clear is the distance between the solid assurance of Perry\u2019s stage self and the more tentative man sitting across the table.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n Before all of this \u2013 before the dog-training office and the real estate application \u2013 Perry had begun working with a counsellor and dietician named Courtney Huard. For a couple of years the pair worked on improving Perry\u2019s sense of body positivity and mental health, and the impact was immense. \u201cShe was an incredible person and I\u2019m really lucky I came across her,\u201d Perry says. Around the same time, he discovered the work of self-help teacher Eckhart Tolle and his book The Power of Now, and took an Enneagram personality test. \u201cI pinned my personality to a wall, and I got to see it for the first time,\u201d he says. \u201cAnd it shocked me out of depression. I had this kind of spiritual awakening.\u201d<\/p>\n The problem was that this newly awakened Perry did not fit quite so well with his catalogue of melancholy folk songs. For years, when he played\u00a0live, he had hidden behind his\u00a0guitar, his voice flat and whispered. \u201cI was wanting to be \u2018cool\u2019 in that sense of \u2018mystical, can\u2019t grasp it\u00a0\u2026\u2019\u201d he says. \u201cBut I don\u2019t think that\u2019s necessarily me.\u201d<\/p>\n In California, he lived out of a suitcase, worked for the property company in the day, and at night played open mics across the city. Mostly he would play a couple of his own folk songs, and then a cover of Roy Orbison\u2019s Crying. It was this last song that hit the sweet spot. \u201cPeople would freak out, and it would be like\u00a0it\u00a0was my birthday,\u201d he says. \u201cEverybody in the place looking at me and clapping.\u201d<\/p>\n He realised that covering Orbison\u2019s song called on the skills he had first learned doing musical theatre in high school: a supported singing voice, a sense of generosity and occasion. Perry wondered if this might be a new direction for him \u2013 one that drew on all of his musical loves, from showtunes to Fleet Foxes, via Jonathan Richman and the Who\u2019s 1969 rock opera, Tommy. He dreamed up a character for\u00a0himself, called it Tyler Ballgame \u2013 a\u00a0nod to the nickname of legendary Boston Red Sox baseball player, Ted Williams, and a joking put-down to himself, a man who had spent years squandering his talent in his mother\u2019s basement, being the very opposite of a\u00a0sporting legend. He set about working out how this Tyler Ballgame might write and perform.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n At Berklee, Perry had attended a\u00a0performance studies class taught by\u00a0Livingston Taylor (brother of singer-songwriter James Taylor). The\u00a0classes were held in a theatre, and\u00a0on the first day, Taylor invited each of his 40 students to stand on the\u00a0stage. You had to go up and hold your palms out to the audience, and shift your weight from one foot to the other in time, and look everybody in the eye. <\/em>It struck Perry as brilliant.<\/p>\n In Los Angeles, Perry remembered the class, and it struck him as an act of radical presence; something Tyler Ballgame might do. He started to try it in his live shows. \u201cI\u2019d\u00a0reach out to the audience and look\u00a0them in the eye. Like, we\u2019re both here to do something. I\u2019m trying to connect, and we\u2019re going to live this experience together.\u201d The songs came\u00a0with an ease. Soulful, and sad\u00a0sometimes, but also brimming with something hopeful and alive. They carried the richness and simplicity of the classics.<\/p>\n Perry relocated to East Los Angeles, began collaborating with other neighbouring musicians, and playing live as much as he could. One day, the producer Jonathan Rado, famed for his\u00a0work with Miley Cyrus and the Killers, happened to see an Instagram story of a Tyler Ballgame show and contacted him. The singer went over to\u00a0Rado\u2019s studio shortly afterwards and over the next couple of weeks, the pair recorded more than an album\u2019s worth of material.<\/p>\n Word of Tyler Ballgame soon spread, and by last autumn, record labels had begun making fevered bids to sign him. In the end, Perry went with the British independent Rough Trade, connecting with them over a shared love of Nick Drake and Arthur Russell. \u201cI had a lot of options and it was really flattering and really crazy,\u201d he says, \u201cbut I just kept coming back to Rough Trade, because of that kindred spirit of whatever music I make naturally, in my soul, they already love, because they\u2019ve already put out all the music that I love.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/p>\n Perry makes for easy company, and after an hour and a half of conversation I ask if there is anything else he might like to tell me. \u201cI don\u2019t know,\u201d he says slowly, and hesitates. \u201cMaybe I\u2019d like to\u00a0mention my counsellor, Courtney, again,\u201d he says. \u201cShe had her life taken, really horrifically.\u201d Huard was killed by her husband, who later killed himself. Perry learned of her death when a\u00a0friend sent him a news article from his local newspaper back in Rhode Island. Perry saw the photograph and was stunned.<\/p>\n At that precise moment he had been writing Help Me Out, a song largely inspired by Huard. \u201cShe made me realise your value is not tied to the size of your body, or how people look at you \u2013 things which had kept me from even being on stage at all.<\/p>\n \u201cThere are so many people on the messageboards of her funeral posts and her obituary saying: \u2018She set me on the course of my life.\u2019 She was a really special person, and it just shows how precious life is. So I live for her.\u201d<\/p>\n It is a hot afternoon, but Perry takes to the stage at the UnBarred Brewery wearing a woollen jumper. He looks out to the crowd, gently spreads his palms, and begins to sing. It is a golden performance, the songs sounding almost as if they have always existed, and Perry entirely mesmerising.<\/p>\n As he plays, I think of something he told me over lunch \u2013 about the freedom and fluidity of performance. \u201cI want to be totally in the flow state, like gone<\/em>,\u201d he said. \u201cWhere nothing is canned or prepared or contrived.\u201d<\/p>\n Some shows, he told me, you get it, and the rest of the band get it, and the audience gets it, too. \u201cAnd then it\u2019s like real magic. It\u2019s a celebration of the joy of performance and the joy of music.\u201d Today as Perry and the band play, the air is filled with a kind of joy \u2013 with something like real magic in the warmth of a Sussex afternoon.<\/p>\n Tyler Ballgame\u2019s new single New Car is\u00a0out now<\/em>. 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